Sunday, July 17, 2011

Human Monk-ey!!

    How does it feel to be a monkey once in your human life and do everything that a monk-ey could do? LOL! Naah, not really giggling however me, the precious one would love to try it..
I mean how would the experience be?? I can't just stop tinking (new slang) about it..

JUST IMAGINE..!! Me on a tree.. and Raffia flashing the light for shots.. ha ha.. 
Cant wait.. You could say that I am so wanting to do that.. Aahahahahah.. Tree Tree. 
But if I fall.. I wudn't have regrets because I  would have completed my goal ;).. 

If you actually set the vision for it, its fascinating, lively.. vicious.. wohoooo.. 
Being a monk-ey wont be bad for me.. to say that in simpler slang.. CANT BE BAD FOR ANYBODY.. Coz its a passion too.. lol.. to be a human monk-ey.. Think About it.. 

Could be an Aim too if you see.. ha ha.. Would fulfil it soon Amigos/Amigas.. Waiting, Waiting to climb a tree.. I see!! 

Thursday, July 14, 2011

Its hard bidding farewell to people or..

Just like everyday, i end up being there at 10am.. to make sure that the person i have taken charge of is in the pink of her health.. but how would she be when ... when everything is happening the opposite?
Not a job but more likely a responsibility .. how awkward is it that some strangers happen to be a darling to you, whereas some dear ones, make you see the transformed word "dear" by them.. What a world.. what a world..
This Clan is never going to modify.. same thoughts.. same criteria.. same conclusions.. What a world!!

But when i gaze at her, questioning my own self that the lady who was so audacious, so daring is on the verge of demise herself today, i end up getting goosebumps. Life is so short.. so unpredictable... a moment a person's sitting with you cuddling, conversing and the other moment.. you are collapsed.. Just like headlines in the newspaper everyday, why cant the tag be formed on people.. Its insane, pondering over stuff like your whole life with one person, and just another minute, you end up crying for whatsoever happened.. Why??

She doesn't know she has Cancer.. and i am helpless.. cant say nothing.. However when i see her saying "I am in pain dear".. Tears roll down my eyes, convincing myself that i ll set her okay.. saying to myself that i understand, aunt, but i just don't want you to know what illness you are suffering from.. You might not have the audacity to live that single day that you been living until now after knowing it..

I aid her.. I cook for her.. I don't let her work.. I will be the person working for her day n night.. But the only thing i demand in return is for her to be bold.. and fight back life.. Coz you may die today, but that stamina and that spirit you live with , never dies..

I ll carry on with my work.. but for the ones who are fighting against this heinous disease have courage, you people should be proud of yourselves that you have accomplished what you came into this world for.. Even though your journey is ending, you should be glad your life was just as fun as a normal person now would be living.. don't frown.. you have cherished what you have had.. and now, its time to differ.. Soul in peace..

Wednesday, July 6, 2011

I fathom 'Us'.. I do..

      You have been close to me,
Its only you who have been;
Its me who fathom, I do
But how do I do it irrespective of the absence..

I fathom us composed;
Hand in hand
Glaring at each other;
with engrossed in thoughts..

As we come closer,
we lean, we kiss;
To feel the soul,
& give ourselves a thought..

I fathom, I do of us interacting
the day we have been waiting for;
To get along; to communicate without words
To know each other even more so that no qualms hold the place..

We are one; 1 soul 
However my love will be increasing with time just like -
The messages on everyday basis;
the letters, the stories we have created;
Symbolize something uncommon..

Dont you fathom us together?
Hand in hand;
Glaring at each other;
with engrossed in thoughts?

We desire each other, 
Our future's one..
You dont need to be worried..

I see us one in every circumstance
But how would i do it by myself without you?
Fantasizing is only what i do..  
With you... However only with you..!! 

Tuesday, July 5, 2011

Once in a While..

"Only once in your life, I truly believe, you find someone who can completely turn your world around. You tell them things that you’ve never shared with another soul and they absorb everything you say and actually want to hear more. You share hopes for the future, dreams that will never come true, goals that were never achieved and the many disappointments life has thrown at you. When something wonderful happens, you can’t wait to tell them about it, knowing they will share in your excitement. They are not embarrassed to cry with you when you are hurting or laugh with you when you make a fool of yourself. Never do they hurt your feelings or make you feel like you are not good enough, but rather they build you up and show you the things about yourself that make you special and even beautiful. There is never any pressure, jealousy or competition but only a quiet calmness when they are around. You can be yourself and not worry about what they will think of you because they love you for who you are. The things that seem insignificant to most people such as a note, song or walk become invaluable treasures kept safe in your heart to cherish forever. Memories of your childhood come back and are so clear and vivid it’s like being young again. Colours seem brighter and more brilliant. Laughter seems part of daily life where before it was infrequent or didn’t exist at all. A phone call or two during the day helps to get you through a long day’s work and always brings a smile to your face. In their presence, there’s no need for continuous conversation, but you find you’re quite content in just having them nearby. Things that never interested you before become fascinating because you know they are important to this person who is so special to you. You think of this person on every occasion and in everything you do. Simple things bring them to mind like a pale blue sky, gentle wind or even a storm cloud on the horizon. You open your heart knowing that there’s a chance it may be broken one day and in opening your heart, you experience a love and joy that you never dreamed possible. You find that being vulnerable is the only way to allow your heart to feel true pleasure that’s so real it scares you. You find strength in knowing you have a true friend and possibly a soul mate who will remain loyal to the end. Life seems completely different, exciting and worthwhile. Your only hope and security is in knowing that they are a part of your life." 
 Bob Marley

List of "To be done Stuff"

Oh Lord, I have this list which never ends.. There is no particular age of doing all this, but my desire to have them fulfilled is a chimera !! INDEED !!

                   Read alot more - The last e years have been real bad in terms of reading. Even  though I am a reader, but somehow i try to stay away from books.. I am just too smart to get near them, ha ha... Naah, but today i actually fetched some novels from the library in order to keep myself occupied in this 2 month vacation.. However, I do read a lot of stuff online - articles, blogs, stories etc..  I value learning in all forms and am not discriminating hard copies to soft copies but I am still an ardent fan of physical books. I want to get back to that.

                 Drink to the fullest once in my life - Umm Usually not my type, but i believe once in a while Boozing wont be bad for you? or is it?? Do i care when i go insane? Well not really but Once in my life, I would LOVE to get drunk to the highest point. Its sort of a impression to set on people, You know.. I just like messing around.. & then get bullied later.. uhh those mates!! Naah, I have never gotten that chance of getting drunk, perhaps i dont like such companies.. yah the 2nd one is legit.. But once sounds no bad to me.. 

             Get Social - I am such an Introvert.. A reserved personality.. I was so born with it, BY GOD!! But i like it like tht?? I mean m not in a company of people who go on and on.. I have no inclination for them, Coz sooner or later they get me off the track somehow.. Getting on age might make me talk.. would it?? Lets see, hoping to see the brightest side of such stuff too !! 

            Travel More - OHHHHH !! Its travelling.. Am i even related to it?? As a matter of fact, I do travel.. Am so not a home buddy.. But still, Travelling as in Other states, not in terms of market or picnics.. Duh !! That is so casual.. But yah.. India is my # 1 priority in terms of travelling.. Ha ha
Will soon plan to head on a world tour.. Oh yahh !! Might get lil too lavish, but ; but who cares?

These were the basic things i need to get updated with.. Some minor ones include Eating.. Exercising.. Study Mathematics.. Babysitting perhaps.. aah !! & some other stuff..
Oh yah.. I also hate being lost while watching movies.. Its like my personality trait.. Do i also need to lower down my staring level at people?? haha.. We ll talk about that later ! !

Saturday, July 2, 2011

My Aspiration.. Wishes waiting for me to be focused on..

Stop being a loser, grow up and get along with situations.. 

Every person on this planet has some passion for something.. some dedication.. some desire.. some wishes they are wanting to accomplish.. Will it be fulfilled on its own? NO! To earn something, you be a slave of your dreams, because without the aid of your own self, you accomplish; you achieve nothing but the sole word L. Loser am supposing ! Just like every person, I have this everlasting vision to be a known personality.. A personality which is out of Media 24/7.. A fact - Media is a piece of shit i assume, which likes to get you famous and on the verge of elimination.. What would be the point of success forever when its ending sometime soon?? I would want to be a name which makes a difference in this world, a legend which would never diminish.. a name of power.. Latika Sareen !!

Even though there be narrow line of community who want golden lines of your name, not everybody expects the same.. That small number of clan is your awakening.. your desire to be pushed.. My encouragement.. my assistance lies in the words.. the words which carry the factor of being affected.. That is my approach..

Dancing, Writing & Singing are my hardcore Passions.. My elation, my Ecstasy is in these heavy words which aid me to work.. work harder & earn my status in this shrewd world.. To be appreciated by those helpless people.. for whom i would be a source of Enthusiasm, Creativity.. Life..
I am inspired by those T.V dance shows, by those people in it who toil to the fullest just to be praised once by those legends, the humans who get MAD for what they have been just glancing at.. Their motives in this short span of time.. I am inspired by those Writings, those speeches declared by Known Personalities.. Ones who distincted their selves from others. Some are at lofty heights today and some - still toiling day and night to stretch their arms upto the target they have in mind..

Having the feel to be one of them is another achievement. Or am i too late in commencing afresh?  Only 19! 19 and new goals are being formulated.. which are on the side to click me and scream; "You have to do it, You get to set the conclusion, do not leave the paragraphs behind.. Get on with life and do the goddamn thing you have been wanting to.. " Having such notion in mind is what setting me for.. I believe I have to do it.. Since I wana be a master in Singing, Dancing and Writing.. Attaining it would be intricate however, surviving the storm is my goal now.. Not only Enduring it, but bending it down would be a dispute..
Someday.. This unknown, with extreme concepts would be "somebody" in this world.. The one to be seen mentally..

These Words would continue being dynamic to every individual and attain what they have their delight in..
After being a graceful Dancer, a flawless singer, and a collected writer.. wont life be all set?? I mean, ha ha would imply to be a non ending chimera..

"There are two ways of spreading light: to be the candle or the mirror that reflects it." - Edith Wharton 
Wont give up.. The dominant words stay still.. and me, just two steps ahead of my thinking.. because my goal is to be reached.. my goal.. is still to be earned..