Sunday, July 17, 2011

Human Monk-ey!!

    How does it feel to be a monkey once in your human life and do everything that a monk-ey could do? LOL! Naah, not really giggling however me, the precious one would love to try it..
I mean how would the experience be?? I can't just stop tinking (new slang) about it..

JUST IMAGINE..!! Me on a tree.. and Raffia flashing the light for shots.. ha ha.. 
Cant wait.. You could say that I am so wanting to do that.. Aahahahahah.. Tree Tree. 
But if I fall.. I wudn't have regrets because I  would have completed my goal ;).. 

If you actually set the vision for it, its fascinating, lively.. vicious.. wohoooo.. 
Being a monk-ey wont be bad for me.. to say that in simpler slang.. CANT BE BAD FOR ANYBODY.. Coz its a passion too.. lol.. to be a human monk-ey.. Think About it.. 

Could be an Aim too if you see.. ha ha.. Would fulfil it soon Amigos/Amigas.. Waiting, Waiting to climb a tree.. I see!! 

Thursday, July 14, 2011

Its hard bidding farewell to people or..

Just like everyday, i end up being there at 10am.. to make sure that the person i have taken charge of is in the pink of her health.. but how would she be when ... when everything is happening the opposite?
Not a job but more likely a responsibility .. how awkward is it that some strangers happen to be a darling to you, whereas some dear ones, make you see the transformed word "dear" by them.. What a world.. what a world..
This Clan is never going to modify.. same thoughts.. same criteria.. same conclusions.. What a world!!

But when i gaze at her, questioning my own self that the lady who was so audacious, so daring is on the verge of demise herself today, i end up getting goosebumps. Life is so short.. so unpredictable... a moment a person's sitting with you cuddling, conversing and the other moment.. you are collapsed.. Just like headlines in the newspaper everyday, why cant the tag be formed on people.. Its insane, pondering over stuff like your whole life with one person, and just another minute, you end up crying for whatsoever happened.. Why??

She doesn't know she has Cancer.. and i am helpless.. cant say nothing.. However when i see her saying "I am in pain dear".. Tears roll down my eyes, convincing myself that i ll set her okay.. saying to myself that i understand, aunt, but i just don't want you to know what illness you are suffering from.. You might not have the audacity to live that single day that you been living until now after knowing it..

I aid her.. I cook for her.. I don't let her work.. I will be the person working for her day n night.. But the only thing i demand in return is for her to be bold.. and fight back life.. Coz you may die today, but that stamina and that spirit you live with , never dies..

I ll carry on with my work.. but for the ones who are fighting against this heinous disease have courage, you people should be proud of yourselves that you have accomplished what you came into this world for.. Even though your journey is ending, you should be glad your life was just as fun as a normal person now would be living.. don't frown.. you have cherished what you have had.. and now, its time to differ.. Soul in peace..

Wednesday, July 6, 2011

I fathom 'Us'.. I do..

      You have been close to me,
Its only you who have been;
Its me who fathom, I do
But how do I do it irrespective of the absence..

I fathom us composed;
Hand in hand
Glaring at each other;
with engrossed in thoughts..

As we come closer,
we lean, we kiss;
To feel the soul,
& give ourselves a thought..

I fathom, I do of us interacting
the day we have been waiting for;
To get along; to communicate without words
To know each other even more so that no qualms hold the place..

We are one; 1 soul 
However my love will be increasing with time just like -
The messages on everyday basis;
the letters, the stories we have created;
Symbolize something uncommon..

Dont you fathom us together?
Hand in hand;
Glaring at each other;
with engrossed in thoughts?

We desire each other, 
Our future's one..
You dont need to be worried..

I see us one in every circumstance
But how would i do it by myself without you?
Fantasizing is only what i do..  
With you... However only with you..!! 

Tuesday, July 5, 2011

Once in a While..

"Only once in your life, I truly believe, you find someone who can completely turn your world around. You tell them things that you’ve never shared with another soul and they absorb everything you say and actually want to hear more. You share hopes for the future, dreams that will never come true, goals that were never achieved and the many disappointments life has thrown at you. When something wonderful happens, you can’t wait to tell them about it, knowing they will share in your excitement. They are not embarrassed to cry with you when you are hurting or laugh with you when you make a fool of yourself. Never do they hurt your feelings or make you feel like you are not good enough, but rather they build you up and show you the things about yourself that make you special and even beautiful. There is never any pressure, jealousy or competition but only a quiet calmness when they are around. You can be yourself and not worry about what they will think of you because they love you for who you are. The things that seem insignificant to most people such as a note, song or walk become invaluable treasures kept safe in your heart to cherish forever. Memories of your childhood come back and are so clear and vivid it’s like being young again. Colours seem brighter and more brilliant. Laughter seems part of daily life where before it was infrequent or didn’t exist at all. A phone call or two during the day helps to get you through a long day’s work and always brings a smile to your face. In their presence, there’s no need for continuous conversation, but you find you’re quite content in just having them nearby. Things that never interested you before become fascinating because you know they are important to this person who is so special to you. You think of this person on every occasion and in everything you do. Simple things bring them to mind like a pale blue sky, gentle wind or even a storm cloud on the horizon. You open your heart knowing that there’s a chance it may be broken one day and in opening your heart, you experience a love and joy that you never dreamed possible. You find that being vulnerable is the only way to allow your heart to feel true pleasure that’s so real it scares you. You find strength in knowing you have a true friend and possibly a soul mate who will remain loyal to the end. Life seems completely different, exciting and worthwhile. Your only hope and security is in knowing that they are a part of your life." 
 Bob Marley